Post-op appointment

I had my post-op appointment today and everything went well. I no longer have any physical limitations. I even went for a workout right after my appointment which was great.

Dr. S and I talked about our next steps. Right now the next step will be to do an HSG sometime in June and see how the right tube looks. If everything looks ok then we will move forward with another IUI cycle just like the one before. If it doesn't then our option is IVF.

We also talked about how I'm doing emotionally. To be honest, I feel better each day, especially days when I'm off work. Work has been really hard for me and I don't imagine it will get better. Of the last 4 patients I've had, only one patient has been a positive experience. The other three have drained me emotionally and mentally. It's really hard to work with people that don't want their babies. I'd give anything to be able to have a baby of my own and some of these women just don't care. It's seriously like pouring salt right into a fresh, open wound. It sucks.

I don't know where to go from here as far as my job goes. I've really been thinking about a change but I'm just not sure what I want to do. I never once thought I'd want to leave the area that I work in but recently all I can think about is doing something different. I'm going to be doing a lot of soul searching and praying about this job situation. I really hope I can find the right answer and balance when it comes to work.

I hope you all have a good weekend. I work tomorrow night. Saturday we have a birthday party. Sunday I'm hanging out with my favorite singer in the world, Miss Carrie Underwood. I'm a VIP and get to hang out with her before the concert. Love her and can't wait for the concert!